With the intensity of care-giving, and now the exhaustion of grieving and life transition - blogging has fallen away. I’m fine with that.
With all its beauty and challenges, the work of caring for Mom in the last year was at times isolating. In some of the most difficult moments, a source of strength was remembering that so many people were thinking of me, praying for me, walking with me in their own ways. It shouldn’t be surprising that remembering our interconnectedness can bring peace and strength, that knowing we are not alone can transform a moment. But it continued to be a delightful surprise as this simple act filled me with momentary renewal. Thank you for being with me.
Now is a time of returning to aspects of my life that had been set aside. Returning to familiar people, places and tasks with new eyes. It’s a time of sifting through belongings and feelings, discerning what to keep and what to let go of.
As I let go of this blog for now, I will close with this poem that I wrote for Mom’s last birthday, which also served as the closing words of her eulogy.
Artistic Design ~ Jordan Bent